Not So Secret Prayer

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 Not So Secret Prayer


Dear Whoever is Around

To Listen— 


Make me an instrument of your

piece; that I can play each note


as it’s meant to be played 

and nothing more, nothing less.


Let my small stones of

hope, nope, and love,

make it so.

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