Goddamnit

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An homage to Edith, a collection of poems written by Meg Freitag

 Goddamnit


I finished Edith, 

and now all that’s left 

is this


an unwritten list

of all the words Meg 

Freitag knows and I don’t. 

Like what’s Friday in German 

according to a guy the wrong age

to work at the used bookstore

where you weren’t. 

You’d never be! 


I’ve been used by this book,

Edith. You’ve undressed

all parts of me. I am just

another small, round fruit 

you’ve picked at, entirely. 


When I say bird feathers

stick in the mouth, what I mean is


from now on

what I  put on the page

Edith, is puppy dog shit,

You know?

It’s got you baked in

and there is no going back. 


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